its finally here

senior year,

I've worked so hard to get here. i hope i dont screw it up now.

1st day of school, some are stressed, some dont care, and some just want to get it over with. im falling in the "dont care" category.

I guess i understand a little bit why some people are stressed... but all they'll do is look back and be like... oh the 1st day of school ill hardly remember that... but i remember before that when i was freaking out big time! lol i understand for a few people mainly

the i dont care category... its just another day for me. lol. i guess its a lot easier seeing how im a senior... this is my 3rd high school ive been too... and really... if i go to like a wrong classroom or whatever... what the most that will happen? some people i dont really talk to might chuckle... nothing too much.

the last category, just wanting to get it over with, thats cool... but man. haha it gets harder from here! :D

so its my senior year. do i have anything big planned out after? nah..... maybe go to roane state if that... my grades have never been good enough to get anywhere out side of highschool. heck! ive hardly made it this far in school! lol. schools ... its not really ... i guess my thing.... people say i have talents in just about everything i do. ... ... ... hah i dont see it in the schooling department at all.... which is actually what would be the best thing actually. i wish i could give up a talent i have to be better at school... one that i dont use. maybe i can pray that God will change it. ill give up baseball, i never do that anymore...

well i think i've rambled enough. i killed 10 minutes... my uncle woke me up at 5:30! :( that jerk. AND HE WAS LIKE... "G.D. DAVID GET UP ALREADY!" im like what the heck are you talking about its still dark. he said he tried to get me up a half hour before that... haha

YES I LOVE THIS PLACE! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D waking up to cussing! woot.

well yeah i just hope for the best to everyone this year, and i hope everyone has an enjoyable year!

maybe

today things will get better all around for me...

time to get some papers from the court house! woo!

when my sister was little and watched barney...

she would say, "Sharing is caring."

i think in this world there are more ways to show you care than to share a stuffed animal like my sister always wanted haha

but i think with a lot of people... it would help them if you actually did share with them that you did care... and if some one did something nice for you, then show them you do care for what they did for you. its always nice knowing that you have some one thinking of you.

i know i like it a lot at least.

i guess i was really optimistic about things...

so i said i was going to try to be more motivated for god, myself, and blah blah blah... but man... some times its just freaking hard! haha

i wish people would share the way they felt, just so i know they actually do care...

maybe i dont share enough about how much i care...

haha goes back to the i wonder blog i posted! hahahah one of the many "i wonders" i was going to put

yeah that last part was pointless.

any one care to share what they think?

motovayctian

motivation

what a word....
what this world needs..
what people need day by day.

but what really motivates people?

i told some one i was looking for a new job, but i dont have the motivation because i know ill just get tired of that one too. and they said your motivation should be money. but why money? why this cloth/paper bill? why not do something i enjoy and get the money too! :D or better yet? why not do something good for not only myself but for people around me? why not try to do something for god even!?

in psalms ... something it says
my soul finds rest in God alone: my salvation comes from him.

so why cant i find peace with god and get the motivation knowing that theirs always worse.

or like i heard kara say, "...people say they haven't really had anything good since they became a Christian. but they're forgetting the big picture, heaven. "

why cant i motivate myself to get out of bed and be like, another great day God made for me!

instead im like ugh its friday... i have to work ... man todays going to suck...

lately, i've been seeing the negative or down...some one said something to me tonight, its been told to me by that person a few times by that person... "you've just seemed down lately..."

so GUESS WHAT!? its time to turn things around! :) im starting today off with a good note! :D even though i think the popcorn i had at the movies made my stomach a bit upset! haha but besides the possibility of me throwing up. things are going to go better. why?

BECAUSE I SAID SO

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haha

i hope everyone has an OPTIMISTIC day :)


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i hope she gets it ;D haha

i wonder...

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so things have been going good for me as of late. i can feel god moving in me. the mission trips coming up. kara and i are doing good :) my parents come up today. its summer. works going a lot better now that im an "assistant manager". one more year of school to go. just things are going good for me!!

just one problem... i think im overwhelming myself and thinking to optimistic... my aunt and uncle are having some MAJOR problems i found out. it was actually quite obvious to see it... but i over looked it and thought things were going just fine.

whatever though... thats a whole nother subject.

things are good :)

so the mission trips in a 2 days.... i really cant wait! im so excited for it! no one in my family understands whats so exciting about it though... but whatever haha

my 1st mission trip... it'll hopefully be a wonderful experiance for me. i hope to learn a lot with this and i hope to grow closer to god and the people in my church.... im really really looking forward to this :D

so my parents and little sisters coming up today! im soooo excited for that too!! their only staying up till sunday and ill be leaving friday morning but still my sister stays up for a month and a half or something like that... good things are happening. i just hope it stays this up beat for a while!

only problem is .. i know a few people who arent doing too well right now... and i just want them to know im here and i'll be praying about everything thats happening... i feel bad for posting blogs saying how happy i am... maybe i shouldnt... :/


"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that."
Martin Luther King Jr.

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things have been going pretty good for me here of late... im really liking this :)



Matthew 25:21
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'