some gnarly thoughts

ok SO todays kinda been a drag. got some major low points here today! :D

so i guess it started with me getting 2 hours of sleep and .... yeah just thats not good to be running off of for a full day. then going to sunday school and seeing people asleep everywhere kinda made me mad cause heres a guy thats had as much sleep or less then everyone else thats teaching us how to get closer to god. i mean i would understand if you left the room and slept but ... just sleeping right in front of him probably made him think that his lesson wasnt as good as he thought. The lesson John talked about today was about parents.... Personally i dont like talking about the whole parent thing. theres only really one thing that makes me laugh when i think of my parents... john hill knows what im talking about. but i love my parents to death but theirs just so many issues that went on in my life with them in my past... just... long stories for another day maybe. but anyways they've changed their ways luckily. but yeah so john was talking about that and i know its a touchy subject for more than me in the youth room... sadly... cause i know parents can be really lame some times and i know theirs a lot of people in the world that hate their parents just because they want to fit in with a select group of friends...even though their moms nice and everything... idk random(gnarly) thoughts. but yeah. that was this morning

then i go home start studying for my government test and everything cause i gotta make it up tuesday. maybe pass one of those test for once... but so i was studying. then i get a phone call. its my cousin asking if her and my ex could come over to play guitar hero. im like... omg... how awkward. i mean.... it might be a bit better if all the crap didnt have to happen when we broke up.... another story for another day.... so yeah she comes over here and im sitting there thinking... wow sound of music starts at 2 and its 1... i already thought about going but my ex being there just topped it off. so i go and im about to walk down stairs and i look in the living room and my ex is there and gave me an evil look. im like wow... ok so i keep walking then i hear TEHEHEHEH i cant believe i dated that guy!

ugh ... ex's....

soooo i go to sound of music... nice 3 hour get away for anyone that wants one. i really enjoyed it. its definitely worth seeing. but anyways i was still going on 2 hours of sleep through out the play and ill admit one time at the starting the nuns were singing and i was out for like 2 secs. woo . 2 hours and 2 seconds of sleep now! but it got better as it went on and i was more focused and everything about what was happening

so i leave there, i pick alec up, then go to church. i walk in the door and i hear a voice... a voice i havent heard in weeks... maybe months... i look and theirs savanna... (a family friends daughter) shes like 11... soooooo freaking loud and wont shutup. so annoying. and i know this is bad for me to say about an 11 year old but... holy cow.... but yeah valarie had to watch her... soo... we all assemble for youth group and we had 4 new people show up! im like woah awesome! :D. but that definitely wasnt my thought later on. john couldnt make it so phil and mellinda had to fill his place. and i mean i love those 2 people. they're awesome and everything. but i found out that none of the youth except for a select few respects them or what they have to say. about 5 people showed up late. and we had to pull in a chair or 2. so it was packed and we had a lot of kids there. i mean the more the marrier right? HAH not this time. half the time no one was listening... ok more like 3/4ths of the time no one was listening... everyone talked with out respect or caring about what some one was trying to say while raising their hand and just everyone tried throwing their point out againts the other peoples just to get an argument going. WELL... i know that church isnt a debate class. or it wasnt last time i checked. so idk what that crap was all about... but i really didnt like it and i didnt like how we treated our guest. me included. i shoulda been more out going even though i was mad at people for being lame and everything. so later on we were walking up to the other building and i saw something that just really made me sadish/madish... upsets a better word. but yeah thats something else. just made me realize how careless our youth really is when we're all together as a whole... blah. but so we were walking up there and i didnt see alec or alexis go up ... so i figured they're a bit behind. so i go up there. everyone was getting ready to worship and i go to the bathroom i come out go in the sanctuary and come to find alec and alexis were gone... so i go outside and they're out there. they said they were talking and i asked what about. alexis said nothing and alec walked by with a smirk on his face. kinda made me really mad. cause i learned usually that means they're talking about me. which i later found out they were.

so after church everyones like oh david are you going to buddies!? but i had to take that annoying savanna girl to my house so her mom could get her... so i couldnt go. and the whole way there that girl was freaking getting on my nerves. wouldnt listen to me. wouldnt shutup wouldnt stop turning off my radio and like she said she'd rather listen to rap than Christan stuff. so i turned up that crap as loud as i could and man... that little girl gets loud. but yeah...... to say in the least i could have killed her if it was about a 30 minute drive rather than 15...

so i get home and im petting my dog right next to my aunt and uncles door. i say hey to them and my uncles like your a man now say hello. im like hello SIR!! got yelled at for that. then he asked what i had in my hand. i told him i had my government book and my bible. at his angle the bible was behind the gov. book and he said ARE YOU TRYING TO HIDE THAT BIBLE FROM ME!? YOU NEED TO STUDY GOV. NOT THE BIBLE! and went off a bit longer about how the church wont do my school work and yadda yadda and im becoming a man so i should act like it. then he yells at me for having a glass in my bedroom and says that im no longer aloud to drink in my room. and idk im sitting here thinking wow... these people dont really give a crap about me... lol whatever... but yeah whatever. so i started playing guitar. OHHHH MAN! what was i thinking!? hahaha guitar at 8:30!?!?!? gotta be kidding me! it was too loud (i literally have no walls just sheets) and so i got yelled at for that and told i couldnt do anyting for a few days. i have nothing planned till church Wednesday. so i think im good lol.

haha then crap on aim..... WOO man!!!!!!!!! DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!!

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plus all this on 2 hours of sleep

so whoever took the time to read ALL of this i just wanna say thank you cause i needed to get it out. cause its 11:09... and im still going off 2 hours of sleep haha. woo... but everyone have a good safe week. and remember...

luke 10:27 - "... love the lord your god with all your heart and soul and with your strength and with all your mind...

goodnight